BETWEEN SEASONS
By Marian Powell

Lord dear Lord, I cannot sleep.
I lie here in bed trying not to make a peep.
From my watery eyes flow a river of tears.
Lord I can't lie, I have some fear.
I cry out to you because you're who I need.
I dying inside, my hungry soul you must feed.
My heart is sad and my flesh is weak.
I feel like my life is going down the creek.
I'm not the person who I used to be.
I've lost all joy...I'm incomplete.
Lord dear Lord, what do I do.
On this journey to Heaven, I have no clue.
I want to pleasing in your sight.
I'm just a big mess, help me see the light.
No one knows my hurt or pain.
Smiling and laughing, but I'm not far from insane.
Help me oh Lord to give you some praise.
Deliver me from this madness and craze.
What I'm going through is for a reason.
I know it's my time, I'm between my season.